Tonight, I'm Going To Find A Way To Make It Without You

The minute I step into that hotel, I was shaking helplessly. What if he came? But I had no idea why I was nervous. I didn't show it, I acted naturally like usual. Nobody noticed that I was trembling, holding back and scanning around the room to look for that particular face. I thought I let down months ago, but that moment was confusing me. Why was I looking for the face that I had put out months ago? Too nervous? Too tired? But then of course he didn't come, he wouldn't come to such events.

I didn't regret the feeling I used to had for you, cause if it weren't for those silly thoughts, I wouldn't learn to grow up, learn to let go, learn to appreciate what I'm holding onto now and know that how much important that my friends are to me and I'm to them. They walked me thru the darkness, thru the depression... I never regretted it at all.

When Darkness Turns To Light, It Ends Tonight

Prom was great, within the last 2 hours. The beginning was like HELL, sitting there, eating and chatting with friends was really boring lah. Till the band start performing, till the group from Battleground start dancing and till photo-taking-session started. Then, dancing. I think Audrey would love it, kidda regret I didn't push her to go, make her put on that dress, pay that 100 over dollar and force her feet into that dreadful high heel, while me and Marianne was jumping and dancing on the dance floor, Audrey was at home sleeping. Lol! Funniest thing is that, I walked into the dancefloor bared feet cause the heels was killing my feet and I can't dance in them. (;



After it was over, I brought home 4 charming girls to share my room with them. Not to mention my room's really tiny and everyone had to squeeze in. =X We chat and chat and chat, till it was 6, then I dozed off, then woke up at 7.30 again and got ready to meet up the boys to go for breakfast. The boys didn't sleep either, 11 of us was like ranaway panda from the zoo. The boys didn't change too. Lol! Kidda weird when you see them still wearing the suit. XD

And yes, Chiong K it was again. But this time with YiKai with the mic, the atmosphere was great. I slept for like half an hour in the room though, so did LLM, Cherming, Munkai and HeeZhuo. After that, we went and bought ourselves some T-shirts to wear during classtrip. We didn't even try them. Lol! Cause we were all too tired to bother trying. Then we hitch-hiked back to my place.

At the beginning, I wanted it to end FAST.
In the middle, I wish everything could slow down.
At the ending, I wish I could go back to where I started.

靠近

走在人挤人的走道 我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落 我又问自已
究竟应该继续 还是该放弃
没有人能了解我 现在的心情
想看你 想躲你 难以决定
每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

坐在没有人的角落 我又问自已
究竟应该继续 还是该放弃
没有人能了解我 现在的心情
想看你 想躲你 难以决定
每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
能不能够让我 再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你 彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清
每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

歌手：李圣杰

Although Shunzhi's singing wasn't really good, but this song really work it's magic!

The World Is Not Gonna End in 2012.

2012, I think everyone might agree with me that the show's great, looks real but you know it's fake lah. No way china could have build that ark in the first place and when the ark crashed thru Mount Everest, it's the biggest mountain in the world lah, C'mon! But overall, it's great! Too bad the cutest guy in the movie had to die so early. I'm speaking of Sasha, the pilot a.k.a the cutest guy. Lol!
5 reasons why I find the movie funny.
1. The Rusia fella talks like a retard.
2. His son has bobby curly hair that make their heads look like hot dog. =D
3. China built a high technology, strong ark. *scoff*
4. That ark manage to crash over Mount Everest.
5. That monk has very cute eyes, why did he become a monk anyway? Lol!

By the way, I'm soo sorry to Hee Zhuo. Cause I ate all his popcorn. Not entirely my fault okay! I help him hold then he forgotten to take it back then he switch places. Then I sms him to take back, but he didn't want it! So, me and Ms.Cry-a-lot(guess who!) finished up the whole bucket. =D

SPM's almost over! One last teeny tiny paper left, Chinese. 7 days to study for it, but I'm going to Penang tomorrow and coming back on the 11th. So, I only have about 3 days to work on it. No worries.. Econs is finally over, NOW I can get some sleep. (: Right after some episodes of House and a nice hot shower.

Toodles!

I'm missing my best friend, I haven't been talking to him for weeks. ):

Sorry Day

It's I'm Sorry, You're Sorry day.. So let's celebrate this grand event together!

Yee Pei Mun
I'm sorry that I watched New Moon without you. I don't mind watching the second time tho. Just because Jacob is soooooo leng zai. Bahahaha!

Marianne
I'm sorry that I keep hitting you ever since Jacob started taking his shirt off. Couldn't help it. There's this girl inside me keeps pushing her way out of me and yelling "Let me have'em! Let me have'em!" He's very very very Hot and I kept drooling. lol!

Dad
I'm sorry I took some money from the ATM machine again. It was an emergency. I'll work at the end of the year to put it back. I promise! =X

Edward
I'm sorry that I said that you look like a dead corpse. Cause you really do. (: At any point, I prefer Jacob. TeeHee!

Science Study Report

Form 4
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8

Form 5
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8

Even though I didn't cover these two chapters, I still know what the hell is Transistor. Lol!

Maybe

Been listening to this song for days. Pretty good I tell you. =D


Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song to you
I might even sing this song to you, to you, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was
I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Maybe it's just me.

Song By Secondhand Serenade

Strike 3 and You're Out!

*sniff sniff* The flu is killing me. I've used up half a box of tissue and filled up the whole rubbish bin. My kakak had to make 2 trips to the dumpster. =D

Oh boy oh boy, I couldn't wait till SPM's over. Lots of packing and chores are waiting for me. For one, I need to clean my room, it's in a mess, cause I had to look for those SPM exercises and I didn't put everything back to the cupboard. So, the pile of books on my table really looks like the Himalayas. Not exaggerating on this one.

Accounts o accounts, what am I gonna do with you? Shall I compare thee to science? Lol! Cause I'm thru with science.

Anyways, got to get back to the tissues.. *aa... a... aa... CHOO!*

*Currently tuning in with "Replay" by Iyaz*

Where's Poh Yi?!

Anyone wondered where Poh Yi went?


Well, she went to US while we were back home boiling coffee and having sleepless nights, preparing for SPM.

She is now an Aunt, because her brother had a baby, Jaden if I'm not mistaken, one year old I think... So we are now entitled to call her "Auntie Poh Yi!"

Eh Auntie Poh Yi, Got buy us Souvenirs or not?
Please don't kill me, I just miss you too much! T.T

Having So Much To Say, Watching You Walk Away

2 days of SPM gone!
Hmm... How long has it been since I slept?
13 hours.
Oh, then why the heck do I feel like I haven't been sleeping for two days?
I'm gonna hit the sack at 9pm sharp tonight, unless today's TV is good (=

Lol, I've been sleeping a lot in exams and I thought everyone was too busy answering, no one realised, till Erika said "Why you always sleep so fast one ahh?" Great question though, maybe because I write fast or my brain is functioning well or even maybe ... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER. How's that? ==

Believe it or not, but I think I just maybe score for Malay. Lol! Yes yes, I know my malay isn't that good, but I wrote a lot of great answer (more like crap) in the paper 2 and judging on the ink I wasted for it, I better score. XD

Right, I'm going to burn all my sejarah books that are not borrowed. Join me! (=
Bye till next time!

By the way,
THIS IS MY 300th POST!
Yip Yip Hooray!

*Currently tuning in with "What hurts the most" by Rascal Flatts*